i'm in one of those kind of moods that are undescribable in words
emotions are out of control raging everywhere
happy sad....sad happy...mad forgiving...forgiving mad.....
there all but seconds of company
i have come to the conclusion that i hate the word "why"
because most of the times i ask myself that question either there is no one to respond or the responder is not around or avoiding the question
so in conclusion i hate the word

grad seems so exciting but in a way i also feel that it should just be done and over with it is way too time consuming and all the talk about it just leads me to want to get it done and over with

exams are frustrating they always seem to be scheduled around the same time and i am at one point motivated to do well and sit and study but then at another moment i just want to forget all about and just go to sleep or spend my time doing something different.

so much i would like to write but its that feeling of doing something yet nothing that stops me