i sat there wonderin if what i was about to do worth ...the punishments i'd face after wards...could i really leave behind the people that i hold up...the clear answer was no...then why did it look so easy to give up and end it all....because it was like the devil meeting me and asking to buy my soul...he made it look so easy...so much better...but what stopped me

was it my belief in god...
was it that book that grabbed my attention in front of me..
was it the fact that my cousin was in the room next door....

my friends everything in life has a purpose..everything in life happen for a reason...but our belief in our protector is what allows us to stay strong to repair our weaknesses...

i was talkin to a good friend who was tellin me about a speech he had made ...and it was similar to one i had preached many times....

there is always someone out there who is in a bigger mess than you...and i learn
practise what you preach...thanks for reminding me of the forgotten