"frailty, thy name is woman"

you were everything i wanted in a man
i gave you my heart my soul . . .i gave you all of me
'A was a man, take him for all in all"
the virtue of his will, his greatness weigh'd his will is not his own

I remember all the little fights that i used to insist on all the tiny ones i would make into larger deals only to have you craddle me and show forgiving affection. . .i loved how you cared that you may have hurt me

I remember when you used to say nothing will ever come between us but you were so wrong in your selection of words

I remember how I would put all my hurt and hide it from you inside me just so i could give you the full attention of my ears, my heart and eyes...but those painful moments of my own i have always kept inside of me away from you , but when you asked me to share i started to and it is then when the comparisons of whose pain was stronger was analysed..once you started on your own pain its as if you became so lost in that hurtful world you place yourself in you'd forget about the reason of my hurt..but i would never tell you that i would once again let go of my own worries and comfort you..

I remember how i would re-read the words you once wrote to me over and over before i went to sleep you felt so much closer to me when i did ..i would hold that teddy bear so tight
I remember in psychology articles of relationships that faced hardship in years before marriage would be stronger when finally combined my marriage..
I remember picturing all those common goals of a future we once shared..I havn't forgotten a single word

None of this exists anymore it is only a memory thats the only living thing inside of me
so easily you left me ...so easily you let your anger your emotions charge ahead of you and onto the heart of our relationship.... you really left me...you really hurt me
the tears that streamed rivers from my eyes are only a pain i understand...i remember before how a single tear from my eyes would stop you in your tracks and you would come back to earth from your raging throne. . .

It was different this time ..this time you left
you left justifying a common misconception that hatred, anger, and frustration is stronger than love
all that will happen after this is simply a result of your reaction that night [frailty, thy name is woman] you would have given an enemy a second glance..a second thought before saying those words..... but i see where my place is..it is sad that the one thing that i have lacked the most ...my rest is what killed me that night and it will never come again...a restless life will be harder to adapt to

Goodbye my love. . . one day i'll see you again perhaps it will be in a place away from here