Ok so where do i start after being stressed about exams all day i finally come home thinking i'm gonna go to my cousins and help them move but that was sadly not the case...lol..instead random came over and we went to the movies and wut an interesting night that was i must say...lol.

every 20 minutes "why god , why must u hate me" randomly well then again wut ever can we expect from the queen of randomness..this pardeep character is becoming a hassle..lol

white ave to the movies to their make out scenes random wutever will i do with you ..in the whole process of her interesting soap opera ppl became interested in who my bf was ..lol..i think the new title of the soap will be days in the life of jocelyn & random

today was just weird we were goin by tunnus house and mny moms like there were cops there so i freaked out and went and there was tunnus mom talkin in gujju to her dipper neighbors..lol..i go inside and tunnu's standin there lookin at me oddly..shes like ya i'm fine some idiots stole $400 from our house and an HBC rewards card and the wallet was put in the mail box with the remainin items...very odd so hopefully the cops will get down to the bottom of that story

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3 was actually good better than the 2nd one completely better ...some scenes i could relate to..a lot more than ur casual person wud be able too

all in all me n random had a great time..lol..thats just too much randomness in one whole day it made up for the days she wasn't as random..lol..and oddly trouble seems to follow especially when it comes to guys ..i love my cute and random sis..theres no more words to describe..

Ok so things havn't been going too well theres things that are bothering me yet i have no idea wut they are and its driving me crazy...i've been so stressed lately just about everything i guess..i havn't gone for so many medical tests and i don't know why i havn't bothered maybe its because asides from me no one really knows wuts going on and that gives me an excuse to not go..if that made any sense...

I'm having so much difficulty concentrating in school , its like no matter what i do i can't get anything accomplished, I honestly just feel like dropping out or something but what would come after that? Options 1) Fast Food Worker 2) Bum on the street

My parents are driving me insane as well, i hate it when theres so much pressure on me to make other peoples choices i mean i shouldn't have to, but then again they are my parents all i 've been saying to them when either one asks me on getting back together is i dunno what do you think about, take it slow see how things go. basically i'm answering a question with another question. Lately, i've just turned into this overly caring person that gets fed up easily and ends up looking like a bitch. I mean does it even matter anymore what people should think about you we think what we want to think about a person. Were seen as they want us to be seen as my psychology teacher was telling us. My whole life i wanted to associate my personality with a career and pyschology was it, only problem is i take other peoples problem as my own good thing and bad both at once. They say the suicide rate in that field is high because most time psychologists start treating themselves when they relate themselves to mental stress/disorder.

I really don't know what to do but i'm scared that for once i'm not going to be able to help myself find an answer to any of this