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I hate what you have done to my heart
all the little games you play
All that you leave me in the dark about
Your apparent wife and girl'
yet you trust others more than me ..and I...
I trusted you so much then
now i don't know if your words are that of love or apart of a plot to win me
you don't seem to believe in the sweet honey drops of words you once spoke to me
so much is heard through my ears and i am my own joker
i pretend to have known all along and pretend to be fine with it all
to most things i am to others not so much
i wish i could say never again and close my eyes and shut the doors to my heart
but i am not like that you see
once you have opened these doors they will always be open to you
they say to forgive those who ask for forgiveness but you have not done so
if you had things would be different there would be no feud
i miss the mornings and lunches
i miss the moments we'd stare at the sky and just loose ourselves in wonder
but you have told me that ..that kind of simplicity is not meant to be lived by you
akward to hear you speak those words being a man who has spoken about nothing but simplicity to me not so long ago
you have taken sides to some degree with enemies of mine you have not seen it like that yet
i have made exceptions to some extent because your were never one of them because you see you held my heart from the start
that is the reason you are not one of them


A mother who i have never gotten the chance to see or talk to was taken away from this world
yet it is today that i am finding this out
the tears rage inside my eyes and my heart has a fire around it that burns so fierce
I am paraded with the thought that i am only able to do so little for a brother who i love so much
the world can call him anything to me hes my brother
there is no truth that he can tell me that will ever make me leave him
yet even then i'm in the dark so often but hes letting in light more now than he did before
he has made me a promise and i have made mine to him

I am kind in a manner that benefits all ..when i am cruel it will be in a manner that will ruin all

"Empires are not brought down by outside forces... they are brought down by forces within"
let all loyalty, honor, trust , and love be tested
i desire the truth