I woke up from the same night mare today....its one that i've been having for a year now and i don't have any idea wut it means

It starts off with me being in my room at my dads...and someones searching for me outside i'm breathing heavily and scared not for my life but for my little brothers whos soundly asleep....I hear the glass break near my front door of my house ..i push myeslf to my feet and carry him from his room ...the doors are both locked from the inside plenty of time to find an escape ...i remove the screens from his room's window and jump out with him in my arms he wakes up questioning me...and i glance at him with a look that tells him this is no time for questions...theres others waiting outside there surrounding the entrances to my house but yet none of them are aware of the passage that leads through to my neighbors...we both slide from there and keep moving our steps are quiet think of it as a snakes when there ready to attack their prey...still i am not scared for myself but for the innocent life thats with me..my weakness ..i hide him in an underground passage in my neighbors house...one that only my neighbor and once owned dog was aware of ....he is safe ..hes frightened ..this war that i was unaware of is no place for him...thankfully i am dressed in black and hide well in the night..but make no mistake i'm still in danger...i'm running towards an ally near my house it leads into 3 different paths..i'm surrounded i can hear the screeching of tires..i stop breathing ..i stop moving i'm hidden ..so they start talking out loud ..calling out my name..asking me to come out and face death in the eye...i'm no coward but i demand a reason ....they holdin a hostage i can't make him out who he is or what he has to do with me...but they threaten to behead him if i don't come out ..he looks badly wounded and weak...apart of me thinks what am i doing...while my other half tells me u have nothing to lose...your life is of no importance ..save anothers life and you'll die in peace knowing that you helped someones brother...boyfriend...friend..cousin..whom ever...I come out ..they throw him towards the side its me that they want...he looks alive still ..they pay no attention to him anymore and leave him ..he is lucky..they have spared him ..fools they under estimate me theres a dagger around my leg another hidden inside my shirt...there always on me when ever i go somewhere ..the key is to know how to use it...one of them reaches for my legs the other puts his arms around my arms preventing me from moving...somehow i manage to free my arms i interlock his arm and i twist it in a 360 motion ..its broken...he gasps in pain as he hears his own bone click...the other comes towards me from behind puts a knife by my neck...and starts his speech...this isn't a movie..i think to myself save me from your lecture...i slowly step forward elbowin him in his stomach ..and back kicking him in the grind..i run ..i am met by someone in another car..he seems to be the same wounded guy ..in my dream it feels as if i know him really well..he looks at a slight slit in my neck and gasps in frustration "why?" you know it was my duty to look over you not yours over me..hes not going to be happy with me he says...i look at him and i tell him "he'll be happy with wutever i tell him ...drive" suddenly a gun shot is fired he drives there right behind us...were almost there where ever that place is were close...he points out the blood near my shoulder i didn't evn notice ...its the bullet ..the alarm clock rings and i awake gasping for air drenched in sweat