i think i saw an idiot from a short time ago that i erased from my memory . . .he was with his cousin i think and of course with the once long ago friend that i have also erased
i did not look at them...my friends did but i chose not to and i'm glad
because my eyes were meant to look at the beautiful and better looking things in life not the face of a dark...atrocious ..liar

happy thoughts crossed my mind because somewhere up there someone was happy with me and they made me realize who was worth having in my life and who wasn't

this life isn't short in my opinion...it is very long...and karma does exist
if its not now ....it'll be later happiness and sorrow go hand in hand...what rises up comes down at one point as well...

me ...well i like where i stand not up not down just in between
i watch those that fall from the high place they seem to pretend they are in
i watch those that have fallen and remain there
and the very few that know how to get to the stable place i'm in

mine ..urs...their's
what does it matter
you came alone
you die alone
you came with nothing
you leave with nothing
whats yours now
tomorrow will be someone elses
open your eyes and see the real world...
fairytales and eternal life best be kept in dreams