Ok so things havn't been going too well theres things that are bothering me yet i have no idea wut they are and its driving me crazy...i've been so stressed lately just about everything i guess..i havn't gone for so many medical tests and i don't know why i havn't bothered maybe its because asides from me no one really knows wuts going on and that gives me an excuse to not go..if that made any sense...

I'm having so much difficulty concentrating in school , its like no matter what i do i can't get anything accomplished, I honestly just feel like dropping out or something but what would come after that? Options 1) Fast Food Worker 2) Bum on the street

My parents are driving me insane as well, i hate it when theres so much pressure on me to make other peoples choices i mean i shouldn't have to, but then again they are my parents all i 've been saying to them when either one asks me on getting back together is i dunno what do you think about, take it slow see how things go. basically i'm answering a question with another question. Lately, i've just turned into this overly caring person that gets fed up easily and ends up looking like a bitch. I mean does it even matter anymore what people should think about you we think what we want to think about a person. Were seen as they want us to be seen as my psychology teacher was telling us. My whole life i wanted to associate my personality with a career and pyschology was it, only problem is i take other peoples problem as my own good thing and bad both at once. They say the suicide rate in that field is high because most time psychologists start treating themselves when they relate themselves to mental stress/disorder.

I really don't know what to do but i'm scared that for once i'm not going to be able to help myself find an answer to any of this